Saturday, May 3, 2008

Maybe they should diagnose me with "Hallucinating Bug Disease"

Alright, seriously beginning to wonder about myself...

I'm sitting there on my living room floor, in the dark, with my laptop on my lap playing a game, and I see out of the corner of my nearly blind left eye this big nasty bug going up my leg, so I shriek, throw my laptop on the ground and get up to turn the light and I'm shouting at the big nasty bug to come back so I can get rid of it.

And so for the next five minutes, okay maybe ten, I am left to wonder if I'm hallucinating, or if a big nasty bug is hiding in my apartment. I turned on every light in the apartment and I sat on top of my couch just looking around.

My sister came to the conclusion that there was someting in my eye like an eyelash or something, and since I was hiking in the desert today and saw a bunch of bugs that my mind automatically went there.

The justification doesn't help much - I'm still going to have ugly dreams tonight feeling unsettled.....

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